The Peacewalker – mightier than the Grand Canyon, Arizona (part two of two)

Posted in America, Arizona, Life, People, Photography, Stories, Top Stories, Travel, World, Writing on April 5, 2013 by wildearthtravel

We passed through Williams to join the 64 northbound, noticing a sign to the Lost Canyon campgrounds, a single bullet hole pieced through the metal. The sky above us was endless blue, the air sweet and clean as it came through the side windows of the car. We stopped to photograph murals on the sides of buildings that lined the roadside.

Within the hour we arrived at the Grand Canyon, during which time Mike had gone on to explain why the planets were arranged in their current order, provided a detailed account of a failed attempt to secure a record contract with Capital Records and given an exhaustive list of reasons why you cannot trust the Chinese.

Arizona Painting

‘Where are you heading?’ he asked ‘Like, at the end of your trip?’

This surprised me as it was the first time he’d actually asked a question which required more than just an invitation for him to continue talking about himself. That said, I was soon to be proven wrong.

Arizona Painting

‘We’re going to New Orleans.’ I said.

‘New Orleans! My god, they have lost the plot down there. Never had it. You know on Bourbon Street they have this strip joint called Barely Legal, and you know who owns it? Three ex-cons from Angola State Pen, though they got it in someone else’s name because ex-cons can’t hold a liquor license. I got picked up for vagrancy and disturbing the peace back in the ‘90s and the pigs took me down to OPP lockup, that’s errm, Orleans Parish Prison, or the house of detention…

Arizona Painting

…Whatever. Talk about irony charging the Peacewalker with disturbing the peace. Anyhow, this Irishman was in there, must have been the only other white dude in the clink other than the pigs, and he starts telling me about the strip joint Barely Legal. Turns out the three guys that own the place; one’s a murderer, the other was in for peddling drugs and the other for embezzlement. Hey, here’s a joke for ya. What do you get when you cross a murder, a drug dealer and a thief. The best damned strip joint east of the Mississippi.’

Arizona Painting

As we entered the main parking lot Mike’s mood changed. It was taking time to secure a space and he demanded to be let out of the car to then disappear into the visitors’ building leaving his pack on the back seat.

‘Sarah. Do you think he’s insane?’ I asked.

After a long pause Sarah replied, ‘I think he’s burned out from something. He might be a veteran, or had an abusive childhood. I think we just need to keep an eye on him but I don’t think he’s dangerous.’

We found a space and locked the car. The visitors’ building was full of tour groups and languages from all over the world were mingling together. If America is a melting pot, then the visitors’ building at the Grand Canyon is the epicentre. We soon found Mike out back, and my heart sank when I saw that he was talking to an Asian man with his family.

Grand Canyon

‘You’re doing really well right now,’ said Mike, ‘servicing our debts and building great cities with flashing lights and super fast trains that run on magnets. It’s great progress from the times you were building our railroads and scrubbing laundry.’

‘I’m not Chinese.’ said the man looking visibly pained but remarkably composed at the same time.

‘Well of course you’re an American I suppose,’ said Mike ‘We’re all Americans these days.’

‘No I’m from Korea.’

‘Oh yeah? Then I guess you’ve heard about the insatiable Chinese plot to stockpile the world’s supply of copper?’

‘Mike,’ I said ‘Let’s go. This man has to go with his family.’ The stranger saw this as his chance to escape and took it. Mike got up but this wasn’t going to go the way I’d hoped.

Grand Canyon

‘I know the CIA is here,’ he began screaming into the crowd. ‘You can get all the pictures you want. When the stock market collapses on Monday your federal budget will be axed and you’ll be tearing the shirts off of one another’s backs the same as everyone else.

Sarah and I got out of there. We walked along the canyon’s edge and tried to take in the enormity of the spectacle before us. It was like a huge screen painting you see on the faces of iconic buildings when they’re renovating the facade. The colours were muted by their vast distances and the midday haze further distorted the real. I recall a lone eagle circling in the valley below and being struck at how small the mighty Colorado River looked from way up here.

It would have never occurred to me that anything could have matched this place, but I was wrong. The Peacewalker had completely consumed me and I struggled to get him out of my head as I observed one of the greatest natural formations of the world beyond my feet below. We sat a while and made of it what we could.

Back at the visitors’ centre, Mike was engrossed in conversation with a man who he was convinced was Tom Petty and once more we saved someone from Mike’s rambling lunacy. In the car we headed out along the East Rim Drive, stopping occasionally for another view. I asked Mike why he seemed little concerned with the beauty of the canyon and he told me he was afraid of heights. It was the most succinct reply he’d given me all day.

The Peacewalker Arizona

There’s something about madness that draws you from your own space and opens a world that is at once both exciting and bewitching. In Mike’s case, the madness was tainted by the clear fact that it’s all underwritten by an unfulfilled relationship with others and the world itself. Perhaps if he met his match in a woman he’d calm down. Indeed, after we dropped him off in Flagstaff I recall feeling completely drained. However, that said, for the amount of energy it took to spend the day with the Peacewalker, in the weeks and months since, he returns to me bearing greater gifts than I would have gained from an afternoon simply staring into the canyon. Sometimes I like to think that the lone eagle I saw that day, in the valley below, also felt the wind on the wings of madness.

Grand Canyon

The stars in spring – Chefchaouen, Morocco

Posted in Articles, Chefchaouen, Life, Morocco, Photography, Top Stories, Travel, World, Writers on March 15, 2013 by wildearthtravel

Four days of sickness had now passed. Any residual traces of my last meager meal were now long since gone from my body, and any strength it may have provided was exhausted. I couldn’t be sure if my current unshakable delirium was engendered by the absence of nourishment, or whether it was sustained by the languishing effect of the fever leaving my body.

Morocco

Regardless, it was known to me that soon I would need to force food into the hollow pit of my stomach, lest I would have it to wither away alone in the dark chambers of my room at the boarding house. Sure, it would be a romantic and timeless death, high in the Moroccan Rif Mountains, after an exotic tarriance in the wilds of Northern Africa. I entertained these fleeting notions as means to cast light into my otherwise prosaic routine, for I was no Lawrence or Livingstone.

Taking a seat on the blue-washed stone steps of a house, behind whose door I conjured up imaginings of patriarchal domestic violence, bathed in a golden flickering candlelight from the kitchen table like some grotesque rendition of a Caravaggio still life , my condition was to take a sudden turn for the worse. It seemed to me that presently, another person should be here, I felt sure of it, but surely I was alone. Hearing a whimper, I spun my head around, but before I could focus on the eyes of the animal before me, it laid down, a quickening of the breath, to then die right there, on the cold stones that were the street.

Morocco

At once I clutched at my ankles, my head forced down onto my bent knees. Images of recent weeks permeated through my mind; visions of Tangiers and the heckles of taxi drivers at the landing dock haunted me. Surely I couldn’t have seen such a thing, I cannot believe it could be so. I raised my head, throbbing with blood rushing into every capillary of my face, to be met by the empty street. Indeed it must have been a dog of some kind, but it was not there where I’d seen it expire. Suspecting this erstwhile creature as a whim of the imagination I became more startled and unsure of myself than before and pulled myself back up on my feet. Superstitious compulsions gave more weight to this portent than I should have rightly cared to consider under better health, and I tormented myself for answers.

Morocco

Making my way onwards through the narrow streets, I searched in earnest for a place to eat. A part of me felt more inclined to acquire some food and return to my room to eat in solitude, away from the unwelcome eyes of suspicious strangers. I had no desire to be regarded as such a prodigal curiosity given my state of affairs, and I considered my immediate condition within the context of my general appearance and concluded that it would be better for me to eat in seclusion. It would always be assumed that one with western eyes and the means to travel was accustomed to limitless disposable wealth and blessed with the time to spend it, and to grovel about in such an irresolute and desperate state must only be viewed as rapaciously self-indulgent. The attention my sickness demanded only chided me further along my way.

Onwards I ambled across the stony paths that threaded between the listing blue houses, occasionally passed by townsmen in full body thick-weaved hooded woolen burnooses. Between the glances of these old men of the town, my self-awareness grew more manifest, simmering forthright, doggedly searching for the ripest fruits of disharmony within my mind. Another sudden bout of nausea compelled me to stop and stoop by a side alley and dry-wretch into the gutter. A little boy looked on as I composed myself. He smiled and scraped a stick down the side of the house and then turned and ran inside. I hurried away before someone older should appear from inside the darkened doorway and see me in this terrible scene.

Morocco

Finding my way back up into the main square of the town, I secured a place sitting on a step beneath the looming walls of the old citadel fortress. The warmth of the morning sun gave me comfort, giving sharp relief to the chilly February air. Up here in the mountains it served you well to grab these moments in the sun, a chance to get the blood back into the extremities.

All of a sudden I felt a sustained sense of peace, forgetting myself almost entirely. A vibrant scene of a bustling town was playing out before me, acting like a panacea and recharging my vital senses. Two dogs met hesitantly before sniffing over one another, only to scatter as a cart full of fruit rumbled across their path. Madness running through my brain, I acutely picked up on every subtle nuance in the conversations around me, leaping to assumptions about the nature of the exchanges, regardless that I had no sensible way of discerning their local dialect.

Morocco

Two old ladies spat words back and forth between them and it seemed like one had broken a promise to honour an outstanding debt for some groceries. Yes, it was her husband’s fault of course, that was plain to see to everyone in the square. I noticed a couple of tourists standing out from the throngs of shepherds and vendors. They were looking over some baskets, which I doubted either of them had any intention to purchase, and a sense of frustration overcame me on behalf of the stall holder. This was short lived after I recalled the sustained harassment I’d received the day before, walking through the garment district that led from the old city gates into the centre of the town.

I recall being struck by the idea that perhaps I wouldn’t return to Spain across the Strait of Gibraltar. Perhaps I could continue across the Altas Mountains and find my way through Algeria and Tunisia and on into southern Libya in search of the far flung outposts of the Roman Empire. Maybe from there join a camel train across the great deserts of the Sahara. The de facto borders of these countries were meaningless lines on a map when you came down to it, the porous trade routes and territories of nomadic peoples observed no such conventional realities. Do the Tuareg get passports stamped as they cross from Burkina Faso into Mali and Niger? Such a notion is absurd.

Morocco

I could faintly make out the stars in spring, shining through the failing blue of the sky above. It would be evening soon and I had no idea what to do with myself. In solemn disquiet, I withdrew from my bag a small vase of red wine, which I’d procured a few days ago, and removing the cork, took a long deep hit. I gagged at the bitter taste against the back of my throat, before settling down once more and returning the wine to my bag. Riding the coattails of the fever and on an empty stomach, the wine took quick effect to draw the senses. I made peace with myself and walked on into the fading evening. The shifting sands of Africa laid before me and a journey perhaps as old as the stars themselves.

The Peacewalker – somewhere outside of Ashfork, Arizona (part one of two)

Posted in America, Arizona, Articles, Life, Photography, Road Trip, Stories, Travel, Writers on February 19, 2013 by wildearthtravel

Route 66

Sarah and I finished our coffee, left the change on the bar and returned to the car. We’d decided it was time to abandon the old Route 66 and make up some time on the interstate. A few miles out of town we passed up a man fixing for a ride.

Route 66

I pulled the car over on the on-ramp, kicking up dust from the side of the road. The figure in the rear view mirror was of a tall heavy set man with a white beard and walking stick. Having hitched many rides myself I was not averse to returning the favour whenever the opportunity arrived and this guy seemed harmless enough.

‘Hey thanks for picking me up I never thought I’d get a goddamned ride out here. You’re my angels.’ said the old man as he approached the side of the car. Taking plenty of time about it, he finished his cigarette and climbed in the back.

‘What’s that you say?’ he said.

‘I didn’t say anything.’ I said pulling away onto Interstate 40.

‘Eh?’

‘I didn’t say anything.’

‘Do you know how to read your money?’ he said. ‘Never mind, we’ll get into that later. What if I was to tell you that the stock markets are going to crash on Monday. Fact. You heard it here first. Do yourself a favour, take all your money and invest in copper, the Chinese love it.’

‘The Chinese?’ I said giving a weary glance across to Sarah in the passenger seat.

‘Did I stutter, yeah the Chinese! Look I got this information on good authority. Just last week I was out at the Salton Sea with a bunch of archeologists looking for ancient remains of water purification systems used by the Quechan or Yuman Indians and Bill Gates was there looking to invest in the scheme as a tax write-off. I knew it was him because of the red goatee and those piercing blue eyes.’

‘Bill Gates doesn’t have a red goatee.’ said Sarah.

‘He does when he doesn’t dye it little girlie.’

‘He doesn’t have a goatee period.’ I said defensively. ‘What’s your name man?’

Peacewalker - Michael Oren

‘I don’t even know how I came to be out there.’ the man went on. ‘I’ve been walking from LA as part of a separatist faction of the Occupy movement. We got closed down by the corporate fascist pig dictator authorities, screwed up our whole outfit. So five of us took to the road in a new organsied protest. Can’t move on what’s already moving on. Anyhow, we’re on our way to New York, however the group has become fractured. A big negro named Old Truly Cotton Wilson started getting upset at the pace and direction of the walk. He’d also started accusing Dan, who’s been managing the donations and funding for the walk, of withholding his fair share of the money. It got me to thinking he might be onto something but then he starts getting all crazy with this big knife he carries in his pack. How are you supposed to camp down with a guy who has wood for the steel? Dude did time in Attica for sticking up Seven Elevens and I got to thinking this guy’s gonna knife one or all of us in the night for a lousy $100. Did I tell you where I got these sunglasses? Do you mind if I smoke? Did I tell you how to read your money?’

‘Where are you going to?’ I asked before the next salvo of mindlessness.

‘Flagstaff. I’m meeting Neil Young and some people to discuss the next stages of this thing. Seems it all went to hell and gone. Infighting and bad energy has prevailed.’ said the old man.

‘We’re not going as far as Flagstaff, we’re heading up to the Grand Canyon. Then Sedona. I guess we’ll drop you before we hit the 64 north out of Williams.’ I said.

‘You’re not going to Flagstaff? I need to get to Flagstaff.’

Peacewalker - Michael Oren

‘I thought the purpose of your quest for the Occupy movement was to walk from LA to New York?’

‘Clearly that is dead in the water at this point however the movement is still solid. It’s just a minor setback. The others are still on the road a couple of days back, I just couldn’t stand any of them complaining any longer. Last night I slept alone in the desert by the side of the road. The trick is to run a circle of rope around your body and snakes won’t cross it. You get bit by a rattler out here and it’s game over. I spent a night in some guy’s camper once who kept them as pets. I’d have been better off sleeping under an overpass for the sleep I got that night. You know I got these glasses from Woody Harrelson’s wife at this protest rally back in LA. This was three years ago when we were protesting the early use of drone strikes in Afghanistan. Did you know the US government classifies any kill who is both and between the ages of 16 and 70 as an enemy combatant. They’re mostly just peasant farmers. Did I mention my favourite film is Forrest Gump?’

‘We’ll pass through Flagstaff on the way back from the canyon but it’s a big detour for you, we’ll be up there most of the day, I don’t know if you’ll want to go along with that.’

‘I never saw the canyon.’ he said.

‘Okay, but tell me your name.’

‘Mike. Mike Oren. The Peacewalker.’

Something to do with death – the aimless days of Istanbul, Turkey

Posted in Istanbul, Photography, Stories, Travel, Turkey, World, Writers on January 31, 2013 by wildearthtravel

Istanbul

Slightly disorientated and a little unsure of myself, I ambled down the anonymous weary streets by whatever fashion they chose to present themselves, back towards the square where I’d seen the old men of Istanbul gathered under the Judas trees. Those October trees now stood silent, naked and frail.

A prescient notion of vacancy to the promise of such a sight as lovely as the plum and cherry blossoms of Japan, that is, to fill the city with a fragrance so sweet as to exalt both sides of the Bosporus, was to impress within me a deferential consideration toward the passing of the seasons.

The frigid glassy morning had been spent joyfully eating insipid fish fillet sandwiches down by the Galata Bridge surrounded by what appeared to be either men of leisure fishing over the side of the bridge, or listless bums of whose wives were longing impatiently for their feckless husbands to go and find more significant and gainful employment.

Either way it didn’t change the curiously muddy taste of the fish. I recall looking down from the bridge into the cold dark blue waters and for the life of me couldn’t be sure whether the water was flowing down from the Black Sea or up from the Marmara. But then what did it really matter?

Grand Bazaar Istanbul

More hours had been spent hopelessly lost in the Grand Bazaar smoking water pipes, carefully sipping Turkish coffee down to the hell and resisting the incessant invitations of a hopeless cliché, in the form of an affable old man in a faded fez, to purchase a rug of the finest quality. Needless to say, a thousand nos were not enough.

Grand Bazaar Istanbul

Not only was the bazaar difficult to find, but once inside it was damned near impossible to escape, and such is the grandeur and beguilingly arcane confusion of the enigmatic aromas, colours, labyrinthine passageways and crumbling vaulted ceilings, its treasures will be long to escape my imagination.

I Arrived at the square and a fair sense of supine peacefulness was to mark the time I whittled away sitting on a wall as I watched the various games of chess and backgammon being played out by old men drawing on their shisha pipes. Fairly enough, as the minutes melted away, it was becoming ever more difficult to couch my ideas into concrete aspects of real time, as my thoughts drifted into the fragmented recesses of moments long passed. I simply wouldn’t be able to tell you how much time was lost in this disassociated state of inertia which, as memories of gilded times and childhood innocence played havoc on my tolerance with my current self, slowly made the inexorable creep into troubling discord.

Istanbul

Some time there about, an old man as short as his hair was thick and grey and wearing a pinstriped suit shuffled over to a vacant table and opened a board of backgammon he’d been carrying under his arm. He set about placing all the pieces into their respective positions before inspecting the lines of the dice. Meeting my gaze he motioned me over and gathering up my senses I obliged him. Little was said and the game began, though soon after I was to be taken aback by the amount of personal disclosure my new friend was willing to impart.

‘My name is Hasad. For thirty years I was a diplomat for the Turkish government, traveling to many places around the world. Now I am nothing more than an old man with his memories. I don’t even ride my bicycle anymore because of an old leg wound I picked up during the Cypriote summer campaign of ’74.’ he said.

‘You fought against the Greeks?’

‘No I fell from a ladder painting the side of my house. I’ve never been to Cyprus.’ he said without a hint of irony. ‘I have to use the bus, but the buses in my part of the countryside are few and it can be some time before I can get into town to walk freely to the places that I like to frequent. For me it is essential that I come down here and sit in the sun with the other old men of the town, playing the games that I love. It’s one of my greatest enduring pleasures.’

Istanbul

‘I enjoy these games too.’ I said.

Behind Hasad’s chair I could see a group of sparrows foraging for morsels in the gaps between the flagstones. They were soon joined by a couple of churlish finches who jostled and parried between them with seemingly little success.

‘It’s not bad for me.’ said Hasad.

‘Come again.’

‘This life.’ he said looking up at me across the table. ‘What is hard for an old man is losing his family and I have lost mine, like pieces on a chessboard stripped away, within your influence but not to your design.’

I felt immediately sorry for the man, met by a curious sense of responsibility towards him.

‘Do you think about them, your family? I mean, does it make you feel… regret?’ I asked hesitantly.

‘My life is full of regrets. Isn’t yours? It’s all part of life’s fabric, but these are tough things for me to think about. I miss my wife. I miss my daughter. My wife died ten years ago. She was a brilliant doctor of children here in Istanbul. Her father was a doctor and his father a doctor also. One day she found a lump but by then it was too late. We buried her that summer in the pomegranate grove behind her parents’ place.’

‘I’m sorry.’

‘It doesn’t make much difference, we buy into love and life and then when it goes away from us it must be accepted for that purpose. It is not the same as having to bury a child. This is not the natural order of things, no parent should have to bury a child.’

‘Your daughter died too?’

‘It feels that way. We haven’t spoken since my wife’s funeral.’ he said. ‘She was always a difficult case. She resisted everything we ever did for her, somehow lost in an unhappy place, wanting more from this life but unable to determine what that should be. She always carried this, how do you say, palpable sadness. When she was twenty six, two years after the death of her mother, she attempted to take her own life with medicine she found in Sanaz’s old office but only succeeded in poisoning herself and having her gall bladder removed.’

‘Why are you telling me this?’

‘I don’t know.’ said Hasad with august candor in his voice. ‘I don’t mean to offend you but I see something like this in you. Something to do with death. Sometimes I really don’t care about any of it. I truly don’t care about it because you can stare at the madness of it all for only so long before you want to tear out your heart and give everything to the passing winds as though you were not for this earth.’

Istanbul

We continued to play for another hour, winning and losing games in equal measure. As we parted we exchanged addresses, it seemed the right thing to do after sharing such an intimate evening, however I honestly thought we’d never meet again. Not in this life.

A couple of hours later I was sitting down by the river with a bottle of vodka and some Schweppes. A few boisterous seagulls were having it out over the bread I’d discarded from yet another cheap fish sandwich. Something to do with death… whatever could this mean? I had more lust and desire than any of the pencilheads working downtown, or those blind maggots in the factories begrudgingly yet dutifully punching the clock and shaving off another eight hours of their too short lives for no goddamned good enough reason. I’d always wanted more. This is why this night I’m slumped by the river which separates the great continents of Europe and Asia with a bottle of lousy grog.

Istanbul

Upwind, boatmen could be heard in the distance, ushering tourists onto the ferries shouting ‘Bosporus, Bosporus, Bosporus, come, come, come.’ I then imagined the great mosques of Istanbul and all their surrounding neighbourhoods crumbling into the night as all the great oceans’ tides converge upon this place, because unlike Jim Stark, I have always known that the world will indeed end in the nighttime, not the dawn.

Is it really the place’s fault Mr Hobsbaum? Hardknott and Wrynose Passes, Lake District National Park, England

Posted in England, Life, Literature, Philosophy, Photography, The Lake District, Travel, Uncategorized, Writing on January 3, 2013 by wildearthtravel

Lake District

Expatriated now by two summers and Christmases, I’ve found myself seeing in my second new year in exile from the land of my birth. My dearest Albion reduced to recessive nostalgia.  This scepter’d isle but a figment of a life lived and abandoned like the shedding of a skin that restricts the blood from nurturing the vital organs. The viscera a Gordian knot that I fumble somehow unable or unwilling to untie.

You’ll likely not understand this feeling but you will most probably sympathise, unless you too have taken leave of your home to become a stranger in a strange land, from being a stranger in your own land. And the older you get the further into the furnace you reach, to where you somehow become unrecognisable, for you have now truly crossed the Rubicon, a relic of the life that once was.

Lake District

I find myself reminiscing as I review pictures taken from an autumnal trip through the Lake District four or five years hence. From Eskdale to Ambleside we climbed the steep Hardknott Pass through the Duddon Valley to where the Wrynose Pass continues, taking the road to the Langdale Valley and on to our destination.

This minor country road carries us up the steepest gradients in the country, on a road which at times is barely more than a car’s width across. The time of year is perfect for this undertaking as the numbing throngs of the summer tourists are now absent to where good fortune can still bless you with clear skies and moderate temperatures.

Lake District

I recall this day being such, as I further wonder to myself what kind of person should want to get away from it all in such a place when everyone else has already come to the same conclusion and beat you there. Having attempted both, I’d even go so far as to wager that coming to the Lake District in the summer is much like going for a relaxing drive around Manhattan Island at five on a weekday.

Thinking back to trips such as these, there comes an ineffable longing for this country and more so when absent from its shores, yet it can visit such a profound melancholy upon the ones who stay behind. Indeed, as a young man, common sense and a restive disposition have moved me to resist an existentially moribund condition brought on by such poisonous inflictions as inhibition, reticence, guilt and indolence to name but a few.

Lake District

As I fight these misgivings most foul, some with great success and others with little, so too have I fought the compelling brutality that Britishness in all its prosaic and desultory guises can visit upon a sensitive soul, and circumstantial personal experience has seemingly left me little other choice.

Forced up and out it seems, through formative years of propriety and decorum where so-called sensible men surreptitiously opine thinly veiled judgements behind a carefully metered composure, all against a backdrop of my darker liaisons with the salubrious facets of misadventure and a joyful inquiry into the darker recesses of self-abandon.

Lake District

Somehow I remain unable to secure purchase between the competing forces of romanticism and liberal radicalism on the one hand, and a more cynical, enlightened and analytical rationalism on the other, though I have most pompously and self-indulgently managed to fashion a flimsy explanation as to why the confounding situation I now find myself in is somehow the fault of the country to which I was born.

Lake District

If not the country then it most certainly must be the insufferable privileges I underwent as a child. Failing that, I doubt it so unreasonable then to locate the tipping point as the recklessly irresponsible exposure to reason that a red brick university degree in philosophy afforded, along with the voluminous cheap or free alcohol to scupper whatever remained of adroit social dexterity and personal vaulting ambition.

Lake District

Whatever it is that remains of these circumstances, it is beaten and hollowed through, compounded by the annihilation of self through self-revelation. The inability to exist in one’s home might be England’s fault or it might not, but one thing is most certainly axiomatic – the infernal corporeal experience pivots on these notions of national identity and as such we are damned to be assigned.

Lake District

Bake-danuki, Tanuki and Meneki Neko – Sagano bamboo forest, Arashiyama near Kyoto, Japan

Posted in Articles, Culture, Japan, Kyoto, Life, Literature, Photography, Sagano Bamboo Forest in Arashiyama, Top Stories, Travel, World, Writing with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 18, 2012 by wildearthtravel

Bake-danuki tanuki

‘What the hell is that thing, some kinda ball-bag bear?’ I said.

The old man screwed up his face and insisted it was not a bear but a Japanese raccoon dog.

We were at the Nonomiya shrine, deep in the heart of the Sagano bamboo forest and something had caught my eye. Something with gargantuan testicles and a smile almost as large beaming back at me. It was as though he was mocking me with his disproportionately huge man-bag. Hubris will be your undoing ball-bag bear.

Nonomiya Shrine

‘A raccoon dog?’ I enquired.

‘Yes, this is a spirit of the forest.’ said the old man bowing towards the small painted figure nestled in the moss beneath an old tree.

My new friend went on to explain that the Bake-danuki are a kind of tanuki yōkai (ghost) found in classic Japanese literature and folklore. This is a spirit creature often iconized as a small statue to be found in gardens, woods or at shrines and is supposed to represent the Japanese raccoon dog, known as tanuki which is native to the islands.

Since ancient times, these animals have been very prominent in Japanese folklore. With a mischievous reputation, the tanuki are considered to be masters of disguise, shape-shifters; yet somehow laboured by a bumbling naivety and a lack of presence of mind.

‘Why’s his junk so big?’ I went on.

The old man was visibly pained by my preoccupation with the statue’s exaggerated genitals.

‘It’s like they’re sucking in all the other ball-bags in the vicinity. I can feel the gravitational pull from here.’ I said.

Bake-danuki Tanuki

‘The Bake-danuki have many special powers bringing good fortune, and eight important traits as represented by the Hachi symbol you can see on the sake bottle he’s holding. Perhaps you’ve seen this symbol on the sake bottles I imagine you guzzle down every night.’

‘Guzzle?’I said.

‘His traits are the big tail providing strength and stability in the attainment of success, large eyes giving the vision to make sound judgments, the sake bottle to represent virtue although in your case I think this is unhelpful…’

‘Steady there chief!’ I stammered.

‘… the large hat to protect against the elements, a promissory note for confidence and trustworthiness, the big belly to show sage decisions with a calm mind, a friendly smile for good nature in all things, and finally yes, a large, as you say ball-bag, to represent good financial fortune for the future.’

Nonomiya Shrine

Nonomiya Shrine

Nonomiya Shrine

I thanked the old man for his patience in educating a poor misfortunate fool such as I and went about the shrine, looking through the prayer cards and watching the faithful purify themselves with bamboo ladles from a stone trough before prostrating themselves to the shrine’s inner sanctum.

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net fishing in the river

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visiting Konpira, the guardian deity of seafaring

Circa the mid-1840s, ukiyo-e master Utagawa Kuniyoshi (1797-1861) painted a series of illustrations on wood showing the tanuki making use of their show-stoppingly large scrota to masterful effect.

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shelter from the elements

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making dashi (soup stock)

In fact the more I thought about the old man’s words on the Bake-danuki, I started to conclude that perhaps he’d misjudged the value system behind the creatures’ traits. Surely that wide-eyed glazed expression was more to do with excessive inebriation rather than virtue. I should know. And the promissory note was doubtlessly a fake, used in conjunction with the large shape-shifting scrotum to trick sake vendors and women alike. As for the beer belly representing wisdom, I’d began to see the little critters as more like affable woodland hobos on the lash, rather than noble mischievous spirits.

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clubbing catfish

I left the Shinto shrine through the Torii gate and took to the paths of the great bamboo forest. A light breeze rustled and swayed the great bamboo overhead, displacing rays of sunlight across the ground ahead. I paused and marked a moment of stillness in my disposition, a moment cherished after the ferocity of Tokyo.

Sagano Bamboo forest, Arashiyama near Kyoto, Japan

It was not lost on me that this country struck a seamless harmony between the competing forces of the ancient customs and the modern technological age; in the pace of the cites and trains to the tranquility of the gardens and parkways; and in the reticence and nobility of the people to the backdrop of the frankly beguiling and bizarre manifestations of culture through their fashion, art and sexual expression.

Sagano Bamboo forest, Arashiyama near Kyoto, Japan

Sagano Bamboo forest, Arashiyama near Kyoto, Japan

The scenic Saga narrow gauge train could be heard off in the distance through the tall forest of grass, and I sat for a while to watch young couples embrace against the cold early April air, giggling as they squeezed too tightly. Although in a dialect I could not understand, I imagined hearing expressions of love, utterances of bashful sincerity, romantic gestures of honourable intent and half-whispers of trembling folly. All the trials of curious youth played out in earnest in this bamboo grove of ancient temples and shrines, home to the old world ghosts blessing those who come to pay their respects.

Sagano Bamboo forest, Arashiyama near Kyoto, Japan

Sagano Bamboo forest, Arashiyama near Kyoto, Japan

It was later in the afternoon when I found myself returning back to the main street of the town where I joined two young school girls on a bench outside at a soba noodle stand which marked the beginning of the trail into the forest. They paid me little mind as they greedily slurped at their bowls with hungry intent.  My steaming bowl of soup and noodles came to me with a mackerel fillet and spring onions and I held the bowl in my hands for some time to get the blood back into my fingers.

soba noodles

The old lady working the stall could not have been a day under eighty or an inch over five feet tall. It occurred to me she was probably one of the Bake-danuki in human guise. With a keen interest I became troubled as to where she was hiding that colossal ball-bag.

Perched on the counter of her stall was a large porcelain cat, its left paw raised and the other holding two large golden coins. This is a Maneki Neko lucky beckoning or inviting cat. I’d soon learned about these ubiquitous little animals upon arrival in Tokyo as they seem to adorn every place of business whether a soba noodle stall on a street corner or my guesthouse in Kyoto.

Similar cats appeared all over the Far East from the Korean Peninsula right down to Singapore on the Malaysian Peninsula. They can be typically golden, black or white and made from cheap plastic, wood or porcelain; the raised paw can be either the right or left and either static or waving to and fro.

A Maneki Neko Feng Shui Lucky black cat for protection  medium size

They are adorned with a veritable array of accoutrements which invariably all represent either fortune, wisdom or strength. The gold coins are koban, a common currency from the Edo Period (1603 – 1867), the latter half of which is believed to be the time when the Meneki Neko began to appear.

Sometimes the Meneki Neko carry a fish to represent courage and strength, as the carp swims upstream, but again it can also mean fortune. Hyotan is a hollowed-out dried gourd in which Sake and other beverages were traditionally kept. The god of wisdom and longeivity, Fukurokuju, is one of Japan’s seven lucky gods and is frequently represented with a hyotan, leading to their association with good fortune, which may contribute to the hyotan appearing with the Maneki Neko.

Another prominent symbol is the lucky mallet or uchide nokozuchi . It is usually seen in the hand of Daikoku Mantra, the god of wealth and farmers, and every time he swung the mallet coins would fall out.

Maneki Neko

By the Meiji Period (1868 – 1912), the symbol of the Meneki Neko began to really come to prominence in the literature of the time, becoming commonplace in the windows and storefronts of people’s places of business. It is a matter of conjecture as to whether the raised left paw is to beckon customers and the right to bestow good fortune as they seem to go hand-in-hand, though it is generally agreed that the taller the arm the more powerful the tidings.

An interesting note on the provenance of the symbol as a dominant figure in the culture of Japan occurs in the post-Edo period of the Meiji. Under the isolationist zeitgeist of the Edo Period, ‘houses of amusement’ sprang up everywhere and inside these dens of iniquity, phallic talisman would be displayed on a good luck shelf.

Indeed, this tradition continues to this day in the penis festivals held around parts of the country. It was under the rule of the Meiji governors in an age of openness and trade with the wider world that these talisman disappeared and the Maneki Neko took up residence on the lucky shelf.

Maneki Neko

It is speculated that the beckoning paw is representative of the young ladies of the house cooing in passing men. Frankly why you’d consider it bad taste to have phallic talisman on a shelf in a brothel rather seems to overestimate the moral character of the people likely to see it. It is noted however that the rise of the Maneki Neko coincides with the death of the phallus in the popular culture of the period and one can draw their own conclusions in that regard.

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After paying the soba lady I took a stroll back across the Togetsukyo Bridge to the Arashiyama station where I patiently waited for the next train to Kyoto. Here are a few legends I read whilst sitting under a large cherry blossom tree…

Gōtokuji Temple, 17th Century

This is a well-known Japanese story. There once was a poor monk at a poverty-stricken temple. He shared what little food he had with his pet cat. One day, Lord Ii Naotaka of the Hikone district near Kyoto was caught in the rain near the temple on his way home from hunting. Taking refuge under a nearby tree, he beheld a cat beckoning him to enter the temple compound. As soon as he ventured forth to investigate this strange cat, the tree was struck down by lightning. The lord quickly became the temple’s patron, and the temple soon became prosperous. It was renamed Goutokuji Temple in 1697 – even today, the walls of this temple in Tokyo’s Setagaya ward are adorned with paintings of bobtail cats. When the cat died, it was buried in Goutokuji’s cat cemetery, and the Maneki Neko was made in honor of this magical cat. According to some, the Maneki Neko since that time has been considered an incarnation of the Goddess of Mercy, the deity who watches over and protects people in the earthly realm. The Goutokuji Temple today is home to dozens of statues of this legendary cat, and owners of lost or sick cats come to the temple to stick up prayer boards containing the image of the Maneki Neko.

Courtesan Usugumo, 18th Century

During the Edo Period, in the eastern part of Tokyo called Yoshiwara, there lived a courtesan named Usugumo. She loved cats, and kept her feline pet at her side constantly. One night, on her way to the powder room, her cat began tugging at the hem of her kimono violently, refusing to let go. The owner of the amusement house came to her aid, and suspecting the cat to be bewitched, lopped off its head with his sword. The head flew to the ceiling, where it killed a snake poised to kill Usugumo. She was terribly distraught by the wrongful death of her beloved cat. To make her feel better, one of her customers gave her a wood-carved image of the cat, which later gains popularity as the Maneki Neko.

Old Woman of Imado, 19th Century

There once was a poor old woman who lived in Imado (now eastern Tokyo). She kept a pet cat until severe poverty forced her to abandon it. Not long thereafter, the cat appeared to her in a dream and instructed her to make its image in clay. She obliged, and to her delight, people were soon asking to buy the clay statue. The more she made, the more they bought, and her poverty was replaced with prosperity.

Three legends sourced from http://www.onmarkproductions.com

Ritual cannibalism and magic mushrooms – Tuk Tuk on Lake Toba, Sumatra, Indonesia

Posted in Articles, Culture, Indonesia, Lake Toba, Life, Literature, Photography, Sumatra, Travel, Tuk Tuk, World, Writers with tags , , , , , , , , , on December 12, 2012 by wildearthtravel

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The guide to the village came in the form of a five foot two slip of a man, who finally showed me the old sacrificial stone slab down from the ancient circle of the king’s council, the judging place.

He’d become more animated since the conversation had turned to cannibalism and the abject brutality of the old tribal days of the Toba Batak.

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‘An American missionary came to Sumatra in the nineteenth century. He tried to tell us the message of Jesus but he did not show respect. He didn’t try to learn our language, our customs. He did not go to the school or the council and show interest in understanding our ways. This is why my ancestors put that man under the knife and Christianity did not take hold.’

‘Jeepers.’ I said.

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‘When they would take a prisoner from another tribe, or a criminal from ours, they would keep him locked up for weeks and fatten him up. Feed him until he’s juicy. They then bring him to the sacrificial table where they would beat him mercilessly before cutting him all over his body and rubbing salt and herbs into his wounds. When he was tenderised and marinated they would bleed him to gather the life’s blood for the tribe to drink, and then the liver would be removed. This would be offered to the king along with the nose, ears and the soles of the feet as they were seen as rich in tendi, the life and death soul attached to the body. The rites would finish with the rest of the body being dismembered and cooked for the whole tribe.’

‘Blimey.’ I said.

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‘Yes, yum yum,’ he said smacking his lips and pointing his fingers towards his mouth ‘but we don’t eat people anymore. We don’t like the taste. A German missionary was next to try to bring Christianity to the Batak tribes of Sumatra. This one was different. He sat with the people, he learned their customs and understood their language. He showed us that Jesus was the true lord and that we needed to follow the teachings of the bible.’

‘Praaaaise Jesus.’ I said raising my hands.

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‘He told our tribe that it makes Jesus cry when we eat the human flesh.’

‘Well, there’s always someone somewhere in a ridiculous hat trying to tell you what you should and shouldn’t eat.’ I said.

The man looked back at me po-faced.

My salty comments seemed to hold little currency with my new companion. Possibly a communication breakdown. I resorted to the lingua franca and greased his palm with 50 rupiah to be rewarded with a smile and a thank you before he scurried away back up into the village, no doubt to indulge himself in some unfathomable arcane delight handed down from his forefathers.

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A soft errant wind wrapped the high hills beyond the peninsula with stirring white cotton cloud that framed the horizon looking back across the lake to Parapat. I recalled yesterday’s trip in from the coast. Mile after mile of palm groves and rubber tree plantations where once there stood a proud mighty rainforest where orangutans would slumber and the Sumatran rhino scuttle and charge. But no more.

The small Tuk Tuk village cafes offered trips to the skies and rockets to the moon, or ganja cookies and magic mushroom tea to you and me.

Perhaps later.

It had not escaped my attention on the plane into Medan, the bold red text on the customs card warning of the death penalty for drug trafficking or use. That said, this part of the island had more of a parochial feel concerning such matters, that some local tribe dictated such affairs under the auspices of the state, and there was little discretion over the availability of these pleasures.

Toba Batak Tuk Tuk Sumatra Indonesia

That evening I drank the tea and went down to the lake to where I saw Ganesha oozing from the base of a strangler fig tree. Iridescent forms radiated across the lake and into the hills where large brooding specters thundered across the hillside. All reality filtered into a kaleidoscopic vortex of colour assaulting the senses, to the point where no dimension, object or form was its true self. Tunnels of light led to more conduits of freakishness, the very ground rising around my feet to snare me in place.

Toba Batak Tuk Tuk Sumatra Indonesia

I returned to my traditional Batak cabin to spend the next three hours obsessing over my passport, wallet and bankcards as the realms of the absurd made manifold increases over my mind stew. By morning, I’d managed to somehow bind myself up so tightly in my bed sheets I’d lost the sensation in my left leg. I stumbled into the cool morning air on the porch just in time to see two harlequin butterflies open their wings and fly off, up into the trees above.

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